Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Exploring the Streets

I decided to take a walk around a small shopping area just a few blocks down from the tiny apartment I'd been temporarily living in. There were a lot of people around. More people than I'd ever seen in one place before.



There was a lady pushing a blue stroller with one hand and holding a cup of coffee in the other. tons of brightly colored bags swung from her arms. They almost seemed to dance with the music of the street.

Stores full of expensive looking clothing and jewelry lined up around me in every direction. Girls laughing, babies crying, and yellow cabs honking filled my ears and disoriented me.
I nearly ran into an artist on the side of the street.

She had a canvas in front of her on which she seemed to be drawing a large red hand. On the floor next to her was a bag full of what looked like more red hands. Photographs, cutouts, collages, all of the same thing. I'd never seen anything like it. Next to the bag laid a small white book with large letters on it.


But before I could ask about her work, I heard a song playing right in front of me.

I stepped around a corner to find an open air restaurant playing beautiful music. The smell of shrimp and fish wafted out of it and pulled me in. I sat at the bar and was greeted by a woman in black clothes.

"Can I get you a drink, hun?"

I asked for a soda. It was a warm day, I was pretty thirsty.

As I sipped on my drink, my attention was stolen by a large group of people sitting across the way.
They were all holding colorful drink with wedges of all kinds of fruits on the rims.
They looked so happy to me. Carefree, drinking and smiling and talking of beautiful vacation spots that they planned to visit as soon as they had the money.


Paradise of the Pacific






Friday, October 11, 2013

The First Week





I'd seen oceans before, sure. But this...

This... beauty. So blue.
No. Green.
Yet white and transparent.

Pinks and oranges and golds slowly began to glitter across the waves.

I closed my eyes and breathed in the salty air of the shore.
I didn't smell fish, or garbage like the man made beach back home.

This place smelled like harmony. Bittersweet paradise.
& my stomach turns

How can I allow myself to enjoy this without my best friend?

I shut my eyes and imprinted the image into the back of them. Thinking that maybe, somehow I could share this through the air, across the country, like magic.
After all, that's what this entire experience felt like anyway.

My body filled with warmth from the sun on my back and the sand tickling my toes. The sound of all the people actually making me feel more calm. 
                     then why do I feel so empty

In the distance, I spot a pair of kids collecting broken shells and sea glass. A brother and sister judging by the way he would shelter the tiny girl from the oncoming waves. 
They ooh and point and analyze the ground every couple of feet.


I look down at my own feet and pick up a pearly purple half shell.
                                                       I wonder if the other half is nearby.